hmm. memories!!!

hais.
nowadays have been taking bus 315 rounding around s'goon.
when ii can't go home in the morning.
then alot of memories came back abt me and you, my longest ex bf.
even though you shift house already but that is the place where our memories still stay.
where you used to use bicycle and ride me around and play and but supper.
and where we always eat stingray set and slack and watch soccer.
but hais.
my mum and you long-distance cousin jian yue ask me to patch back.
ii told them it's impossible.
you're not worth me.
but sometime ii think back and ii really regret.
regret for not cherishing you.
you really treat me very good.
overall ii got so many ex.
only you really treat me good.
only you give me the feeling of really being loved, care, dote and pampered by someone.
other than you ii think noone can replace your everything.
but ii'm too dumb.
why didn't ii met you earlier and why must ii get hurt before knowing you?
so that ii will cherish you.
so that ii won't be so protective towards myself and hurt you so deep.
it's my fault.
sorry.
but it's already over for 1 year, now then ii regret.
really dumb of me.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

guess the feeling has fade.
haven't been msging often like last time.
maybe you're busy or what.
you don't seems to care too.
hahas.
oh well.
as we said, remain as best frens and this is what it is.
hmm.
gonna give this guy a chance.
he seems to be not bad.
hahas.
wish me good luck peeps.
hope everything go well for you too.
genting on valentine and cny.
cool man.
think gonna enjoy with my babe.
but still think that my heart will still stay in s'pore.
will ii collect valentine present?
lols.
xP
hope so.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Till next sat

life is stress.
nothing go smooth for me.
relationship, family, work and etc.
earlier on saw your past pic with frens and your ex, ii notice ii aren't that gal for you.
idk why ii think so but.
hais.
gonna control my feeling for you if you aren't gonna take further action.
ytd you told me that you still like me is just that we're not fated.
it's all excuses.
it's all our doing.
and what's gonna happen next you're all get hold of it.
gonna give you one more week.
if you aren't gonna do anything then ii shall give those guys a chance.
and will be going on a trip to genting with one guy next sun.
and by then a week ii'm gonna know how much you actually like me and how much ii actually gonna stand in your heart.
don't disappoint me.
ii know you can do it if you really like me.
this week ii only saw you for a day.
felt so uneasy.
but hais.
you were busy with school and frens.
so oh well.
life really sucks.
if just accident happen.
=)
think gonna be sugarbaby.
life seriously sucks.
can't stand it any longer.
blog fuck up.
can't upload pic.
Sian~
everything is bullying e now.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

totally no mood now.
just a flash of time, we have broke up for a week already.
time really flies.
hais.
now another thing prob me.
feel like moving out of my sis's house now.
those around me know that ii move in with my sis at s'goon garden.
tot big house, good life and etc.
but this is not what ii want.
no more night life, not a free man.
like a bird in a cage.
family member keep asking me to go out and look for jobs.
lazy but kanna kp.
it's not that ii don't wanna go.
it's the place here totally not convenient.
they think for themselve, they have to think for me too.
ii even meet up less with my fens and loves one.
what is all this.
night life is my only entertainment.
now they want to take away too.
not going to give up.
gonna continue club.
the most kanna lock outside of the house and can't go home.
they don't seriously force me to go make that kind of fast cash get to get the fuck out of this house.
they totally have no right to do this to me.
ii have my rights!!!
going crazy soon.
how ii wish you're with me now so that ii could hug you and cry.
ii totally don't like my life now.
they now even want to lock yhe com and forbid me to use.
NO LIFE this 2 words is the only words that ii can say.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hais.
don't know what happen to blogger nowadays.
but oh well.
ytd had a great time out with kori.
he acc me go suntec interview then dinner then town.
went shopping at town.
he's a shopaholic sia.
lols.
more pro than me.
ytd during dinner ii ask him loadsa qns.
yes.
ii'm happy with what we're now.
but sometime ii do miss back those time when we are tgth.
and those double couple date.
everything just end so fast.
hais.
and rmb ii ask you.
if you were given a chance to patch back with me will you?
you say gotta see.
everything have to depend on you.
ii'm waiting.
don't wait till ii'm giving other people a chance then you felt something.
as you should know, don't let history repeat itself.
that what ii wanna tell you.
if you happen to read my blog, pls go think over.
how much you love me, how much you wanna be with me, how much ii stand in you heart.
ii believe you should know how ii feel towards you too.
hmmm.

Shall update soon.
Take care people~