Stress!

Stop pushing the blame to others..

this is all up to yourself whether do you want to meet me?

even if you ask me run to batok ii'll also..

but you never say so..

how many frens have ii met urs and how many have u met mine..

ask yourself with your heart..

today loads of ppl ask me: it's a weekend today, why never meet your bf?

ii replied: oh. cos he go to his frens chalet..

once again they say: huh? He go his fren's chalet, he never bring you along? leave you alone?

it totally shut my mouth up!

ii don't know what to reply..

he didn't even try asking me..

if he did ii still can say that is ii don't want to tag along..

but ii just got shoot!

ii think back..

you say we gonna talk on the phone tonight even if you are at the chalet..

rmb me saying that you won't even rmb me or call me..

you will just be busy enjoying yourself..

having fun, hang out with frens and etc..

just now you drop me a text say that you miss me..

ii laugh..

not bcos ii'm happy, but ii was thinking are you sure you even miss me?

when was the last time we even contact each other?

how many hrs pass?

last time ii say that your msg for me is getting lesser..

what did you ans me?

you say that ii just send you off..

the time just pass few hrs, do ii have to drop you a text now and then?

and ii got nothing to say..

how abt now?

do we meet everyday?

do ii just left you not long ago?

No!

then why is the msg still so less?

forget it..

pls don't say anything to me nor promise me anything!

ii rmb every words you say..

you really hurt me loads..

wo xiang fang qi lerhs..

Shall update soon..

Take care ppl~

hais..
now ii have start an office hours job..
it's not bad..
but me and dear spent lesser and lesser time..
this week we only meet for 3 days..
and the timing is very short..
on tues, after my training ii went down to batok to look for him for one hrs..
wed, he out of sudden cant and fetch me after work and send me back to tpy for another job, we onli meet each other for 3omins..
denn late night he came to my house to stay overnight..
came for ard an hrs denn we fall aslp..
next day after we woke up in derhs noon we have to go..
thurs, after he went home, we meet again at night 8plus to celebrate our 1mnth anniversary and head home at 11?
all the calculation this 3 days we only spent 6 hrs tgth and we also spent quite less time on the phone already..
everything became lesser..
today is my off day, but we didnt meet..
he went to his frens chalet..
overnight..
he didn't even thought of meeting me at all..
he didnt know how badly ii miss him..
ii have been moody and vex this few days..
ii have been thinking loads of things this few days..
are you the one changing or iszit me?
things turn out to be different..
ii'm really sick and tired to nag, say and scold or quarrel with you anymore..
ii just feel like crying badly..
who knows?
maybe this is a reaction of my period, but can you pls at least show me more love and concern?
or maybe you don't need me anymore..
ii don't like people who only talk but no action..
ii'm totally disappointed..
hearts died!
maybe we just aren't meant to be..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

Sorry cuicui!!!

ii'm so tired now..
lols..
now at dear dear's house..
think today have to slp in the living room already..
hais..
thanks to him!
upset cuicui too..
cause make her wait for me at tpy the whole night with s.x..
ii'm terribly sorry gals!!!
ii'll compensate you gals..
hahas..
ytd went to bird park with dear and his grandparent!
lols..
only went there for few hrs cause his grandma tired liao..
then cab back to his house..
went to work at ard 6..
hahas..
it's time to count down now for our 1st mnth!
it's next thurs..
Yeah!
quite excited and cant believe it cause didn't expect that we could last that long..
hahas!

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hais..
it has been soo mani daes tat dear hav left mii..
ii realli wonder how hav he been over there..
tink derhs earliest ii cann c him ish wed mornin..
ii miss him soo badli..
hais..
wonder ish he missing mii derhs same too..
hmmm..
tell u guys sumtink..
PRINCE ish being soo bastard n a big liar..
ii wanna make him loose his damn fuckin face..
when we were tgth he bought mii to sign a line n get mii a fone to please mii..
denn after ii use tat fone for a week it has gone missing at mui hse..
n loads of ppl around mii tink tat he's derhs one who stole it..
use mii to get mii a fone at a cheap price, stole it frm mii after a week..
took those accessories go n sell it at a higher price at abt 300 plus bucks..
denn make mii piss off wif him n break up..
denn he sae he will pay mui fone bill for derhs first mnth..
when tat dae cum ii ask him whether has he paid tat bill he sae yes..
but tis few daes ii recieved a reminder letter frm starhub to ask mii pay for derhs bill..
denn ii called his dad..
his dad told mii loads tink..
he sae his son have been using derhs same stun on derhs other gals..
n he took money n credit cards frm his dad to pay derhs bill n spent money on his current gf..
but derhs money he took frm his dad to sae to pay mui fone bill ish a lie..
his dad oso sae tat he's a good liar..
n fortunately lucky tat ii broke up wif him alreadi..
n he still owe mui mum 100bucks n mui good sistas 10bucks..
ii hope tis guy wil get his retribution soon..
cos mui mum gonna make police report soon..
soo if prince, if u saw tis blog, run as far as u cann..
karma will fall on u sooner or lata!
SEE..
ppl..
there are still such an irresponsible guy n son in tis world..
soo beware..
ii tink tat prince ish his fake name..
cos it doesnt show in his ic..
his ic name ish leonard rico..
tis yrs 22..
n staein at hougang area..
n studying at Nanyang business university..
soo if sumone noe him..
no matter ish guys or gals.
pls BEWARE!!!
he's a con man!!!
how ii wish dear ish wif mii now..
ii gt loads of tink to share wif him..
hais..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hais..
soo boring..
ytd went ph again..
n it's gonna be derhs last tym..
cos ii dunn feel lyk goin animore alreadi..
loads of tink happen..
felt sadd..
dear flyin back to china soon..
tis cumin wed..
denn ii'm gonna be alone for 6 daes..
hais..
gonna miss him loads..
dunnoe wat he will be doin over there for 6 daes..
soo ppl..
ii'm gonna be free after wed..
ppl feel free to ask mii out..
if not ii will be bored to death..
hehe..
get hurt ytd went at ph..
was such an unlucki dae..
hate ytd!!!
worst dae eva..
but ytd hav finalli sort everytink out wif dear..
was soo happie now..
hmmm..
now we en ai again..
hehe..
lurrve dear soo much..
ii'm soo commit to u..
tis ish wat ii learn..
dunn expect to take back how much u giv out in a relationship..
cos how much u do, u cant expect ur another half to do derhs same tink back to u too..
take it n appreciate it..
ii lurrve derhs wae u r n how u treat mii..
not how u look lyk..
hehe..
lurrve mii for who ii m too..
thanks for wat u done for mii..
ii realli do appreciate too dear..
muacks..
aii nii..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

ytd was a fuckin boring dae..
quarrel wif laogong n nearli break..
but in derhs bo bian cos ii too attractive alreadi soo he bu she derhs break wif mii..
denn okaes lohs..
denn at nite went ph wif xiulian, dear n jun hao..
was totalli boring!!!
bored to death..
derhs sond sucks there..
n not much ppl too..
totalli sian..
but tonite we goin again!!!
gonna hav fun tonite ii swear..
n ii wun eva go to ph on fri again..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

ytd was fun!!!

hehe..
ytd went ph again..
was soo fun.
ytd everyone was quite high..
went wif dear dear n his frens..
denn was abit drunk dunnoe y either denn ii alone went dance stage..
ytd got loads of wolves..
more denn last week one..
lols..
denn when dear dear came over their totalli stun n shock denn they walk awae..
lols..
tis few daes dear dear onli care bout his ps3 game denn ps mii lohs..
soo sadd..
tink our 1st mnth anni he oso wun be at s'pore cos he've to go back china..
sian..
who wanna spent derhs dae wif mii on 24 sept?
hais..
sadd larhs..
yeahs..
tell u guys wat..
no more last tym go clubbin alreadi..
dear dear took back his words..
ahya..
he alwaes lyk tat one..
n ohya..
to sumone..
it's okaes.. nvm.. as long as u dunn do it again..
jus apologise to mii face to face jiu cann liao..
y wrote on blog?
lols..
okaes okaes..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl..