hmmm.
so boring~
ytd thurs night last min went zirca then nana.
was damn fucking high.
hahas.
with serene babe and melvin. but at zirca saw so much frens.
lols.
so fun.
really had a fun night.
wahahas.
then today tot of going ph but too late already.
no transport. =(
then desmond gave me a call.
his frens was talking to me.
asking if ii trust des.
then ii start thinking.
and ii know what they're talking.
ii say ii trust him so he took my add.
meet them when they reach.
had a ride from him.
damn funny cause he just learn how to drive.
idk why ii'll say ii trust him but just the feeling.
hahas.
see him drive and park the car etc really make me laugh alot.
can't stop laughing.
had a great fun with them.
thanks des for the ride and treat. =)
tmr should be going ph.
wahahas.
but scare very pack.
Zzz

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hmm. memories!!!

hais.
nowadays have been taking bus 315 rounding around s'goon.
when ii can't go home in the morning.
then alot of memories came back abt me and you, my longest ex bf.
even though you shift house already but that is the place where our memories still stay.
where you used to use bicycle and ride me around and play and but supper.
and where we always eat stingray set and slack and watch soccer.
but hais.
my mum and you long-distance cousin jian yue ask me to patch back.
ii told them it's impossible.
you're not worth me.
but sometime ii think back and ii really regret.
regret for not cherishing you.
you really treat me very good.
overall ii got so many ex.
only you really treat me good.
only you give me the feeling of really being loved, care, dote and pampered by someone.
other than you ii think noone can replace your everything.
but ii'm too dumb.
why didn't ii met you earlier and why must ii get hurt before knowing you?
so that ii will cherish you.
so that ii won't be so protective towards myself and hurt you so deep.
it's my fault.
sorry.
but it's already over for 1 year, now then ii regret.
really dumb of me.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

guess the feeling has fade.
haven't been msging often like last time.
maybe you're busy or what.
you don't seems to care too.
hahas.
oh well.
as we said, remain as best frens and this is what it is.
hmm.
gonna give this guy a chance.
he seems to be not bad.
hahas.
wish me good luck peeps.
hope everything go well for you too.
genting on valentine and cny.
cool man.
think gonna enjoy with my babe.
but still think that my heart will still stay in s'pore.
will ii collect valentine present?
lols.
xP
hope so.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Till next sat

life is stress.
nothing go smooth for me.
relationship, family, work and etc.
earlier on saw your past pic with frens and your ex, ii notice ii aren't that gal for you.
idk why ii think so but.
hais.
gonna control my feeling for you if you aren't gonna take further action.
ytd you told me that you still like me is just that we're not fated.
it's all excuses.
it's all our doing.
and what's gonna happen next you're all get hold of it.
gonna give you one more week.
if you aren't gonna do anything then ii shall give those guys a chance.
and will be going on a trip to genting with one guy next sun.
and by then a week ii'm gonna know how much you actually like me and how much ii actually gonna stand in your heart.
don't disappoint me.
ii know you can do it if you really like me.
this week ii only saw you for a day.
felt so uneasy.
but hais.
you were busy with school and frens.
so oh well.
life really sucks.
if just accident happen.
=)
think gonna be sugarbaby.
life seriously sucks.
can't stand it any longer.
blog fuck up.
can't upload pic.
Sian~
everything is bullying e now.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

totally no mood now.
just a flash of time, we have broke up for a week already.
time really flies.
hais.
now another thing prob me.
feel like moving out of my sis's house now.
those around me know that ii move in with my sis at s'goon garden.
tot big house, good life and etc.
but this is not what ii want.
no more night life, not a free man.
like a bird in a cage.
family member keep asking me to go out and look for jobs.
lazy but kanna kp.
it's not that ii don't wanna go.
it's the place here totally not convenient.
they think for themselve, they have to think for me too.
ii even meet up less with my fens and loves one.
what is all this.
night life is my only entertainment.
now they want to take away too.
not going to give up.
gonna continue club.
the most kanna lock outside of the house and can't go home.
they don't seriously force me to go make that kind of fast cash get to get the fuck out of this house.
they totally have no right to do this to me.
ii have my rights!!!
going crazy soon.
how ii wish you're with me now so that ii could hug you and cry.
ii totally don't like my life now.
they now even want to lock yhe com and forbid me to use.
NO LIFE this 2 words is the only words that ii can say.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hais.
don't know what happen to blogger nowadays.
but oh well.
ytd had a great time out with kori.
he acc me go suntec interview then dinner then town.
went shopping at town.
he's a shopaholic sia.
lols.
more pro than me.
ytd during dinner ii ask him loadsa qns.
yes.
ii'm happy with what we're now.
but sometime ii do miss back those time when we are tgth.
and those double couple date.
everything just end so fast.
hais.
and rmb ii ask you.
if you were given a chance to patch back with me will you?
you say gotta see.
everything have to depend on you.
ii'm waiting.
don't wait till ii'm giving other people a chance then you felt something.
as you should know, don't let history repeat itself.
that what ii wanna tell you.
if you happen to read my blog, pls go think over.
how much you love me, how much you wanna be with me, how much ii stand in you heart.
ii believe you should know how ii feel towards you too.
hmmm.

Shall update soon.
Take care people~

Just some random post! =)

What was your:

1.Last beverage: coke
2.Last phone call: emily
3.Last text message: :hannah babe
4.Last song you listened to: i know you want me (yoyo remix)
5.Last time you cried: forgotten
6.Have you ever dated someone twice: Yes
7.Been cheated on: Yes
8.kissed someone and regretted it: yes
9.Lost someone special: No
10.Been depressed: Yes
11.Been drunk and threw up: Yes
List three favourite colours:

12.Black
13.Pink
14.Yellow
This year have you:

15.made a new friend: Yes
16.fallen out of love: no
17.laughed until you cried: Yes
18.met someone who changed you : yes
19.found out who your true friends are: Yes
20.found out someone was talking about you: Yes,maybe
21.kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22.how many people on your friend's list do you know in real life: Most
23.how many kids do you want to have: 2
24.Do you have any pets: No
25.do you want to change your name: Yes
26.what did you do for your last birthday:Cry
27.what time did you wake up today: 7.30am?
28.what were you doing at midnight last night? sleep
29.name something you cannot wait for: valentine, cny, my birthday, halloween, chrismas and etc
30.last time you saw your mother: 12hrs ago?
31.what is the one thing you wish you could change about your life: Looks
32.what are you listening to right now: tik tok (joe bermudez & chico club mix)

33.have you ever talked to a person named Tom:thomas counted?
34.what's getting on your nerves right now:my swollen ear!
35.most visited webpage: FB and Blog
36.What's your real name? Wei Urn
37.Nicknames: Valerie
38.relationship status: Single or attach? attach
39.Zodiac/horoscope: Tarus
40.male or female: Female.
41.Elementary school:First Toa payoh Pri, Kheng Cheng School
42.Middle school: First Toa Payoh Secondary School
43.High school/college: Nil
44.Hair colour: Black, with bits og gold?
45.Long or short: Long
46.Height: 162
47.Do you have a crush on someone: my bf?
48.what do you like about yourself: Everything!
49.piercings: Ear and tongue
50.tattoo: No
51.righty or lefty: Righty
52.First surgery: None
53.First piercing: Sec 2?
54.First best friend: Cuilian, Eos, Edwin,apple
55.First sport you joined: Basketball
56.first vacation: Malaysia
57.first pair of trainers: ???

Now:

58.Eating: NO
59.Drinking: No
60.I'm about to: Finish this up!
61.Listening to: Sexy bitch
62.waiting on: To watch my ex!

Your future:

63.Want kids: Yes
64.get married: Yes
65.career: Yes

Which is better?

66.lips or eyes? Eyes
67.hugs or kisses? Both
68.shorter or taller? Taller
69.older or younger? Younger
70.romantic or spontaneous? Romantic
71.nice stomach or nice arms? Both
72.sensitive or loud? Both
73.hook-up or relationship? relationship
74.trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

Have you ever :

75.kissed a stranger? Sort of.
76.drank hard liquor? Yes
77.lost glasses/contacts? Yes
78.sex on first date? No
79.broken someone's heart? Yes
80.been arrested? Yes
81.turned someone down? Yes
82.cried when someone died? Depends who is it related
83.fallen for a friend: Yes

Do you believe in :

84.yourself? Sometimes
85.miracles? Yes
86.love at first sight? Yes
87.Heaven? Yes
88.santa claus? Yes
89.kiss on the first date? Yes
90.angels? Yes

Answer truthfully:
91.had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at one time? No
92.did you sing today? Yes
93.ever cheated on somebody? No
94.if you could go back in time, how far will you go?Can ii go to the future instead?
95.if you could pick a day from last year and relive it , what would it be?Valentine and my birthday
96.are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, it hurts
97.do you prefer dark or light? Dark
98.emo or happy? depends
99.friends or alone? Depend
100.posting this as 100 truths: Yes