NICE!~

love my new blog skin ttm!!!

all thanks to my beloved sis!

cuilian!

hahas.

she had a hard time helping me do all this.

lols.

lost some of your link.

so pls tag me if you see this post for re-link!

hahas.

after all, still big big thanks to you!!!

this skin will be loved!

it's really very very nice!

loves!

Thanks bibi!

today at work totally sucks.
all the calls that ii had make wasn't good.
and the professional ppl are so rude!
Zzz
tonight going bibi's place to stay over.
hahas.
this 2 days bibi's mum had been calling me to chat.
and she really sound like as if ii'm already the daughter-in-law.
so shy.
then she was really taking alot of care of me.
really thanks her.
and stupid bibi keep disturbing me say ii'm one of the member of chen's family.
ii keep denying.
and he keep saying soon to be.
wait till the future then say bahs.
wahahas.
then he ll nothing to say.
really miss him now, even we see each other everyday.
sometime ii was really thinking.
what if one day ii really lost you?
what will happen to me or even you?
what will ii be when ii wasn't with you anymore?
will ii walk back my own steps in the past and play around again?
maybe ii will.
just really wanna stable down in everything.
now finacial might be abit diff for us.
but soon everything will be fine again.
ii do love you loads baby.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

working days!

hmm.
have been working for a week as telemarketer again.
but this time ii have been more responsible.
it's fun working over there.
having eos and co.
the ppl there are frenly.
having lunch with big group of colleague.
talking and laughing away.
bibi just reach home and packet pasar malam food for me.
he know it's my crave.
so happy.
giving me a surprise.
hohoho.
nothing to update liao.
tata~
and ya.
didn't know nowadays there's still so childish ppl out there spamming ppl's blog!
omg!
disgraceful!!!

Shall update soon.
Take care soon~

My 19th b'day bbq at ecp!

hais. really vex!

hais.
ii don't know why nowadays ii'm so possesive and protective now.
and ii start to think alot when ii'm alone or boring.
ii tend to get agitated or paranoid over minor stuff.
ii knew it's minor.
but, ii just can't control.
like her things for example.
you told me it's just more then frens.
and you all aren't tgth before.
and the whole true came out from your mouth after ii had ask a few times.
ii start to think alot.
tears roll down.
why didn't you be truthful from the start.
yes.
you told me it's past.
but ii just couldn't get rid of it.
even when ii see her pic or the name ii will get pissed!
ii even wanna ask you more.
but when ii ask you or not ask you more.
ii know ii think much more.
so what should ii even do?
should ii ask or not?
ii'm getting more and more sensitive too.
thinking you'll betrayed me one day like others of my ex.
or leave me.
promise me.
you won't leave me no matter how bad ii change into.
or how worst ii could be in the future if that happen.
promise me that you will stay by me and stand by me no matter what happen.
love , dote, pamper me like how you do now or even more.
ii might be overboard now or in the future.
but ii promise.
ii'll control or change myself to better.
ii think ii really need you by my side, ever.
ii think ii really can't afford to lose you.
if one day you aren't with me anymore, ii really don't know what ii will end up into.
you always hope that ii will call you laogong one day and for forever.
we shall see if this day will come.
the love ii had for you just can't describe by word, show by action and feel by hands.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

random pic!!!

ii love you, my dearest JAYSON TAN!