baby kayven 7th mnth big

baby kayven is already 7th mnth old.

and his weight now is around 1.3kg and is 15cm big.

doc say that he is perfectly healthy, fine and strong.

whereas it assure me everything.

glad to hear all this.

=)

now ii'm at the 3rd trimester of pregnancy.

everything is normal.

just for some of the pregnancy act of it when ii first knew that ii'm pregnant came back.

ii can't take much heat now.

can't even slp at night.

sometime when ii slping ii just felt that ii'm half aslp.

dreaming almost everyday.

hahas.

but all this is okay.

what's make me cannot stand it is the backache and giddiness.

sometime when ii just wanna go out also can't.

out of sudden will feel nausea and the giddiness is the kind of blacking out.

so ii seldom dare to go out.

looking for jobs during pregnancy is the worst thing!

ii had never came over job searching in such a difficulty spot.

but what to do?

cause of some family prob and financial prob ii still have to move on and look for jobs.

this coming mon ii'm going for 3 interview.

hope everything will go smooth for me.

=)

really have to work to buy baby's thing.

just notice ii still have so much to buy after listing everything out and baby kayven is coming out just around in 2mnths plus time.

the time is getting nearer.

felt so excited and scare.

really wonder how will my boy look like?

and will he have alot of hair.

baby with alot of hair really look adorable!

but when ii'm thinking about the delivery time everything cannot settle me down.

getting more and more emotional lately.

trying not to think so much so that ii won't affect the baby.

and now my appetite is horrible!

ii can eat at least 2bowl of rice when ii'm hungry and felt very hungry in less than 30mins.

yes.

some ppl tell me that don't take in too much carbonated food but only carbonated food will make me full.

and ii felt that you can take in carbonated food but just that you have to know how to control your serving.

and thanks for the support of those passer-by to my blog.

your comments really motivate me alot.

Shall update soon!

Take care ppl~

Our baby's clothes!

Thanks to bitch liping for giving me all this baby's clothes.

actually there's still alot more but just posting this few.

looking at all this baby's clothes make me wanna let my precious boy wear it soon.

it would be so cute!

wahahas! counting down to 3mnth plus more for our boy, kayven to come to this world.

sometime tot of it make me scare too.

cause times like running fast.

afraid of the part of giving birth.

really wonder how would our boy look like.

who will he look like more.

sometime ii wish that he doesn't have the habit of my hubby!

cause his habit like rubbish!!!

wahahas!

and now baby kayven is 6th mnth big.

sometime when ii'm playing games, he tend to also be like so excited with me.

kicking and punching damn hard till very obvious!

and he really understand our words.

example> sometime he's so quiet, no movement! when ii put hubby hand on my tummy asking baby to kick his daddy, he really kick him.

so cute!

baby is growing now and then.

and my appetite is getting bigger too!

ii can be eating non-stop truout the day.

it's like my mouth can't stop biting.

tsk!

ii'm afraid that my appetite will maintain this big after ii give birth too!

then ii will become a big, fat pig.

=(

ii wanna control my appetite after ii give birth.

seriously cannot continue with this kind of appetite!

Shall update soon!

Take care ppl~

Heart broken!

have had my baby's gender already.
and ii'm having a lil boy as expected.
see-ing the pic up there is the face of our precious.
showing the little hand, nose, eyes and mouth if you see clearly.
Happy about it but somehow ii felt that today is the wrong day of posting such a happy event.
due to moodless and unhappiness.
times flies.
we had been tgth for 10mnth and married for 1 mnth.
and things do change after been in a r/s for long.
you're my longest bf if we aren't married.
but somehow, ii don't know why ii felt that we aren't like the past anymore.
yes, you do make me laugh and smile everyday.
you do still coax me when ii'm upset.
but you don't care and love like the past anymore.
am ii thinking too much?
too over sensitive?
in the past when when ii hurt myself or etc over a minor thing, you sure will get very work up.
but as for now, ii aren't see-ing all this anymore.
when ii'm having pain due to the baby, you just simply laugh at my action or use words to show your care.
where's your action?
isit that you're too tired after work and just wanna had a good rest and ignoring everything.
the time we spent are getting lesser.
sometime ii would show that ii don't care but you know ii do care deep down.
ii'm trying to spent more time and cherish every moment we spent.
sometime when ii felt upset of your ignorance ii would use this to comfort myself by saying you're tired after a whole day of work.
to support me and this family.
but this don't last long.
ii just can't keep using this to comfort myself.
you know, you're the reason behind my happy and sad moments?
sometime ii look at the pic we took when we're still in our honeymoon period.
tears rolled down my face.
just purely looking at the pic, the pic is telling me a sweet story we used to have.
after that ii look at our wedding pic.
this time is a different story.
the pic is saying ii'm just happy at the outer.
but in the inner ii might not be that happy.
everyday staying at home and rot.
what ii wish for most?
what ii wish for is you would come home early and can see you longer.
you might be treating me good.
but sorry to say that ii'm greedy.
what ii want is the best from you.
your love, your dote, your pamper, your care and your everything!
but what you're giving me now it's not the best from you.
ii'm giving up!
trying to see tru alot of thing.
trying to just balance my love for you like how you love me.
ii'm now dead like the blog!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

New year trip

finally ii'm back to s'pore again after 4 days of life at m'sia.
counting down my new year at m'sia was awesome!
had good food, good rest(except the first day), new hairdo, shopping spree and gathering.
hehe.
so much laughter back there.
this is the first time hubby spent such a long weekend with me.
total of 96hours!
cool!
now my looks is so much diff.
look kind of old or marture due to the hairstyle.
but ii seriously like the clothes ii bought back there.
mj whenever we have no programmes.
but still there's 2 thing ii kind of disappointed that ii didn't get to do.
which is colour my hair and go to see the night life out there.
Zzz
now it's time for me to look for a job.
ppl out there pls help me a lookout for jobs there which is near bedok and it's start from noon.
best is not retail!
cashier or telemarketer is okay.
due to my pregnancy now, it's really diff to look for a job.
hais.
one more mnth to new year.
have to give ang bao to relative liao.
Shag!
=(

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Baby movement!

baby is already 4 mnth plus already.
hehe.
read from online that mummy first felt the baby movement is at the stage of 4 to 5 mnth time.
at the starting of 4 mnth ii never really felt the baby movement till recently.
having pressure at the tummy then will felt the movement.
my tummy still seems very small.
due to ii don't eat alot.
don't know why it's already have been 4 mnth old already but still sometime not much appetite.
isit the food that doesn't fit my appetite or?
still feeling unwell though.
even it has been stable alot compare to the start but still not that well.
can't take the heat outside.
felt giddy and nausea.
ii'm starting to worry.
wanna look for job at jan.
but ii wonder if ii can cope due to my situation.
hope baby guai guai.
don't make me suffer anymore.
will have much more appetite and won't felt giddy or nausea anymore.
so ii could work and help up hubby.
the baby movement sometime really do felt like bubble moving around.
but now ii can feel the baby like kicking me.
lols.
it's like so cute!
dream of baby earlier on.
dream that he was very heavy.
doesn't even look like newborn.
heavy till ii couldn't even carry him.
and he laugh in his dream.
so damn cute can!!!!
wahahas!
really can't wait to see more of this baby process and how he look like after giving birth.
hope he will be a healthy baby!
baby!
daddy and mummy love you!
=)

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Our wedding photo!

Dead!

wow!
my blog was totally dead for so long.
even to say was busy to update was not really too.
should say lazy!
hahahas!
now my life is different already.
stepping in a new route with bibi.
now ii'm no longer single, nor am ii just attach.
now ii'm officially married!
am someone's wife now.
ii believe my hubby will treat me well.
will dote and love me as before.
and let me bully as much as ii like!
wahahas!
never fail to make me laugh whenever ii bully him.
will laugh like mad lohs.
hais.
but this baby of ours is a torture!
making me feeling different type of unwell everyday.
when can this stop?
sometime just feel like giving up but too late.
ii just have to tahan for another 6mnth jiu hao liao.
Jia you!!!!
now finally having a child of myself, ii finally know the feeling of a mother.
even in the stomach or after giving birth, the time they grow up and etc.
hmm.
shall stop here lerhs.
gonna update my wedding pic instead.

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~