hais..
now lyk soo boring..
now it's mui turn cant slip after huiling..
jus use com n do nothin..
goin rot..
hahas..
mind now totalli confuse..
havent contact him for a dae..
actualli waitin for him to contact mii c if he will..
but ytd not..
givin him 3 daes to auto contact mii..
if he dunn, ii oso dunn care lerhs..
since even if he dunn bother y should ii?
mai hav alreadi contact huiling..
but wher's mine?
ii'm stil waitin..
didnt turn up for werk on mon..
denn quarrel wif him..
but nothin happen lerhs..
on tat nite he sound soo cute on derhs fone wif mii tat ii wun forget..
hahas..
he sa jiao wif mii ask mii not to sae bye wif him..
but actualli ii noe he wann too cos he kip saein tat fone low batt..
but jus triin to make mii happie..
he's soo cute!
seriousli..
ii dunnoe wat ii lyk bout him..
but jus gt derhs feelin..
soo long hav not fal for other ppl lerhs..
eva since soo long..
lyk around 2 mnth..
if ii could choose ii oso dunn wann..
cos its realli terrible now..
derhs wae u treat mii..
now gt sumone msg mii..
ii havent c who cos sendin tink..
hais..
hope it's u..
but could it be possible?
ii dunnoe..
hais..
ii saw derhs msg alreadi..
it's not u..
forget it..
seriousli..
tired of derhs wae u treat mii..
givin up..
it's sooner or lata..
u stil hav 1 n a half dae..
if u're serious wif mii n saw mui blog..
CONTACT MII!!!
ii'm goin crazi!!!
real crazi!!!
wat should ii do?
actualli ytd when ii werk ii stop tinkin of him n should be happie cos jacob sit bside mii n we wear derhs same tink..
grey top n bottom..
hahas..
it's lyk we hav plan to wear derhs same tink..
denn suddenli huiling msg mii one tink make mii tink of him again..
hais..
denn tru out derhs whole nite was lyk moodless..
hav out of sudden forget bout him..
but his tink stil flash tru..
whole nite was tokin wif huiling n jian fa bout mai n wilson..
hahas..
sae whether r they serious or not or r they hongster?
hahas..
they're unpredictable..
n ii hate guys tat r unpredictable..
sumone tel mii wat to do..
hais..
dyin inside out..
if u dunn contact mii dunn eva appear infront of mii again..
hais..
seriousli feel lyk criin now..
idiot!!!!
who cann tell mii wat to do???


now ii hav found sumone who lurrve, dote n pamper mii..
but r u serious?
or do u wann to continue waitin?
ii lurrve u!!!
y r u on hold of mui mood now?!
ii felt totalli useless..
pls dunn hurt mii..
jus tel mii if u're plaein!!!

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

lols..
neva slip for derhs whole nite n now ii am here bloggin..
diao..
tink ii goin to be a walkin zombie lata when werkin..
hahas..
dunn ask mii out tonite ii tink..
Tired!!!
goin get sum slip lata..
hahas..
ii seriousli dunnoe how ii noe u n al tis started..
seriousli!!!
saw u at edwind hse..
huiling kip tellin mii tat u're cute n not bad..
but ii stil tink okaes onli..
but after csc everytink change..
derhs dote, pamper n care u gave mii..
hais..
n those lurrve song u sing to mii..
ii'm realli touch..
mayb its jus start frm here..
ii'm afraid tat u're serious at al n plaein wif mii..
u tis kuku man..
tok to mii on derhs fone soo damn guai lan..
but msg n met up u soo swit..
soo ii shouldnt on derhs fone wif u larhs..
hahas..
but when ii saw ur frenster everytink change again..
sae tat u wil be waitin for a particular person..
wat should ii sae?
ii ask u u sae u dunnoe?
wat kind of ans ish tat?
ii realli dunnoe wat to sae..
u're derhs one who make mii happie, angri or sadd..
it's lyk all mui emotion..
hahas..
ii ask u earli on r u serious wif mii or jus plae plae..
u sae when we mit up denn sae..
ii ask u y u sae u wish to c mii..
hahas..
should ii go mit u now?
al derhs wae to cck..
hais..
ii'm lost now..
jus find tat ii wun be muiself todae..
ii'm not derhs one u al noe todae..
u raelli lyk handle mui emotion..
lyk wat edwind do to huiling!
y al tis end up lyk tat..
tis ish not wat ii wann n etc!!!
ii dunnoe how to handle..
now mui mind ish al flood by tink when at csc..
hais..
ohya..
now huiling mui jie..
wanna go jie bai alreadi..
known each other for 11 yrs but not al tym contact..
hahas..
sadd realli veri sadd..
no mood now..
ii now should go tink how to handle..
if u're plaein wif mii jus tel mii straight..
ii cann plae wif u..
hahas..
seriousli..
ii'm tokin rubbish now..
dunn care bout mii ppl..
ii shall stop here before ii write dwn more rubbish..
seriousli..
hais..

Shall update soon..
Take care mui lurrves~

hais..
tis year ii hav mui worst boring 18th b'dae eva..
but stil thanks to those ppl who help mii celebrate..
on derhs 15 may went out wif ah phew they al..
they sae wanna help mii celebrate but it stil seem lyk a normal outing..
*laughs*
denn on 16 may cuicui n shuzhen who r mui asshole sis help mii n shuzhen celebrate advance b'dae again..
hahas..
felt real comfortable been wif them..
althought we jus went to amk n bishan..
denn on 16th nite sumtink happen which ish veri terrible..
hais..
dunn wish to mention..
jus denn ii felt tat noone realli understand mii..
n oso tink tat frens n sis dunn nid hav soo muchh..
jus hav few who realli understand u cann lerhs..
n cuicui n shuzhen r derhs one..
ii realli lurrve them loads..
even if we neva mit up offen..
but our relationship r stil good..
tis year noone or not much ppl rmb mui b'dae..
soo sadd..
but ii hav recieve derhs best present eva!
n tat's derhs letter frm him..
realli..
ii had cri truout mui b'dae..
in derhs mornin when ii recieve n read his letter ii dunnoe y out of sudden ii cri out but it's tears of joy..
denn in derhs evenin ii cri again..
cos tot noone around mii realli understand mii..
denn around late nite ii cri again..
cos sumtink happen..
hais..
y mus soo much tink happen at one dae..
but ii realli veri happie!
cos gt his letter!
hahas..
Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

life soo sian..
now at frens hse..
doin nothin..
he slippin n ii usin com..
lols..
ii finalli found a job lerhs..
but ish part tym onli..
sian..
nid to find one day-light job..
ii'm werkin as a telemarketer now..
n everytym cor cor cor..
ii lyk to tok on derhs fone but ii dunnoe y ii werk over ther wil sian..
lols..
he havent repli mui letter..
soo sian..
waitin n waitin sia..
cuicui sae mayb he wanna wait til mui b'dae denn jus nice send to mii n wish mii..
ii dunn wann!!!
ii wan to recieve derhs letter soon..
few daes ago we get to noe tis gal..
n ii cann tell u ii hate her alot..
neva even tok to her..
she damn bitch larhs..
act pity wann those guy sympathy..
but too bad we gals neva fall for it..
pls larhs..
stop her action man..
they jus wanna F.A.T u onli lohs..
tink u realli tat pretty tat they will fall for u mehs?
Eeee..
mii n xiu sae lerhs marhs..
if tat gal gonna mit them denn we will neva go n mit them lerhs..
seriousli hate her man!!!
tat dae yushe went to beat her up she deserve it lohs..
who ask her go do tat type of tink..
ii wun pity her derhs..
mui b'dae cumin soon..
stil gt 8 more daes..
ii dunn wann her to turn up..
if she turn up ii might as well dunn celebrate mui b'dae n tat's serious..
ii mean it..
ii wann to start werk soon..
n hope mon will cum faster soo ii cann c him!!!
lols..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~