moody dae again!

ii sumhow regretted..
shouldn't had go view it another tym..
after all those tink tat u hav told mii..
ii noe u still care..
jus woke up..
lata goin back ftp liao..
hais..
woke up been soo moody spoil mui dae again..
here goes mui another dae..
past?
WTF!
ii dunn wish to care animore..
ii mus stop been moody..
ii dunn wann mui daes to be ruin..
sumhow ii tot ii could take it..
sumhow ii tot ii could face it..
but ii stil cant..
ii gonna hide at hm for a few daes..
after tat few daes denn sae..
ii'm broke too!

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

sorrie dear for treatin u soo cold tis few daes..
u should noe y..
overall ii had told u derhs reason too..
ytd went enter wif dear after his hse to eat mei yen dian denn went arcade plae til 6 plus go mui hse shower n go to enter again..
mit eos n edwin at 75 ard 9plus 10 denn eat n went old place again..
sort of miss old place after soo long havent been there..
went hm around 2plus..
todae woke up at 3plus..
mit dear at 6plus went to eat mei yen dian again denn arcade..
walk ard tpy..
todae dunnoe y no mood to do anitink jus feel lyk slpin..
walk til outside library dear suggest to go in but ii told him ii neva bring card..
sumone veri stupid lohs..
lols..
cos ii told him tat tpy library nid library card to enter..
denn jus nice gt a staff standin rite there..
denn ii told him tat, there derhs staff over there ish checkin derhs card for entry one..
he realli believe!
OMG!!!
cute guy..
ard 10plus find tpy too bored denn head hm alreadi..
yeahs!
tmr finalli found sumone to go back ftp wif mii..
ii miss there loads sia..
finalli cann go back there to look ard alreadi!
hahas..
dear..
ii'm triin to understand u c..
but sumhow ii'm suffering when ii c u suffer..
ii realli hope tat ii'm realli derhs rite person for u to lurrve..
sorrie dear..
ii promise ii'll treat u double better when mui mood ish back..
n tat means it's abt 3 daes lata?
lols..
ohya..
ii've a qns in mui mind..
sumone pls ans mii..
y mus there to be a reason for a guy to lyk or lurrve a gal?
y mus there be a reason behind it?
y cant it jus be a purely lyk or lurrve wifout a reason?
does it mean tat u lyk tat gal for sum kind of reason..
but if tat gal dunn hav derhs tink u lyk alreadi, r u gonna break up wif her?
weird world, weird ppl..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

ii seems to be laughing but inside ii'm dying
realli veri moody..
goin crazi soon!!!
hais..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

jus wake few hrs ago..
still quite tired..
dear dear wake mii up..
diturbin mii lohs..
hais..
tis two daes hav been veri moody..
tink next few daes wil be moody oso..
every mnth gals wil alwaes suffer tis type of tink..
xin ku sia..
y guys dunn hav to but gals nid?
other denn tis sumtink hav alwaes been bothering mii..
wat should ii do?
ii oso dunnoe how to leave tat tink behind..
veri slppy now..
totalli cant tink..
forget it..
no mood to blog either..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

aaron.. mui gan erzi.. taken on his b'dae.. cute?

laogong n mii!

edwin n val.. otw goin st james..

ytd ii was late for werk..
thanks to dear dear..
lols..
n derhs traffic..
but realli thanks to cuicui let mii cover..
hehe..
tat's y jared dunnoe..
hahas...
gt one appointment..
soo happie n start to slack..
todae mit laogong at west mall ard 4plus..
denn went to shop shop..
go look at fone..
ppl out there..
pls giv mii suggestion wat fne should ii get?
should ii get back samsung jet or?
hmmm..
denn went to eat mui kfc!!!
yeah!!!
hav craving for daes..
but ii onli ate cheese fries..
denn went to csc plae pool..
hahas..
at first was on foam til edwin msg mii abt clubbin..
denn mui mood fly to st james again..
hahas..
actualli todae mood wasn't tat good..
but after spending mui daes wif dear mui mood bcum soo much better..
cos he alwaes make mii laugh n sa jiao to mii..
soo cute..
denn head to dear hse..
saw his mum..
she todae soo frenli..
even smile n wave to mii..
soo swit..
hehe..
help dear do his eyebrow tink denn headed sumwhere near his hse..
tat place was veri nice n romantic..
gt clift n river..
derhs atmosphere there realli veri good..
out of sudden memories bought dear back to derhs past..
n both of us started to tink back to our past n kip quiet..
but after awhile tink were back to normal..
headed back to dear hse n showered..
now on his bed bloggin..
he's waitin for mii to slp tgth..
=)

lurrve doesnt realli mean there nid to hav ani outcum, but ish jus derhs process of it, derhs memories in it when we spend tgth..
lurrve ish blind n there shouldnt be ani reservation in a relationship..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hais..
ii dunnoe wat happen to blogger again..
ben lai wanna upload loads of pic again..
now ish not mine n mui dear dear fault..
ish tis blogger prob..
WTH!!!
lols..
tat dae went for aaron's b'dae party..
was realli veri fun..
mui gan er zi more n more cute..
ii dunnoe now ii post tis cann be seen or not but jus tri mui best..
hearts mui gan erzi..
n u're welcum bitch!!!
dunn mention it..
hahas..
tat dae after aaron's b'dae party dear told mii tis..
he told mii tat now ii'm wif him, he doesn't wann to noe abt mui past cos he dunn mind abt it n sae tat let bygone be bygone..
swit isn't it?
when ii heard tis ii felt soo touch..
in everybody's life there'll be happie n sadd moment.. it's depend on how we cherish derhs happie moment n let go of derhs sadd memories..
dear dear..
ii noe tat there ish still sumtink u still cant let go..
but ii'll still giv u tym..
eventhough u alwaes sae u choose mii alreadi n u wun care abt other tink animore..
but u stil cant let go..
take ur tym alrite?
rmb tis dear..
no matter wat happen ii'll stand by ur side n neva leave u alone..
anitink jus let mii noe..
ytd nite went clubbin wif edmund, chantel, dear dear, meixin, ferlena, one gal, ah shun n his frens..
ytd ii finalli step up derhs dance stage..
OMG!!!
ii dunnoe eat wat wrong medicine..
but we stil was havin fun..
was tired n thirsty..
went off at 3 plus..
lols..
tis sat goin again wif edwin they all..
n it's derhs last tym..
cos dear dear dunn allow mii to go animore..
sadd~
cos he wann mii to be his guai guai laopo..
lols..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

Happie 2yrs b'dae to mui gan erzi aaron!!!
lols..
now at dear dear hse..
ppl out there dunn be shock y out of sudden ii pop out a dear dear..
lols..
tinks jus happen lyk tat we started on derhs 24o8o9 3am..
lols..
denn jus accepted..
ii hav taken 5 daes to tink abt it..
denn jus felt tat ii should giv it a tri..
if u neva tri, u'll neva noe..
hahas..
but.. stil let derhs nature take it's causes..
now dear dear slpin..
awhile more hav to wake him up alreadi..
cos nid to prepare go mui gan erzi b'dae party..
long tym no c him alreadi..
gt abit excited..
but stil dunnoe y out of sudden moodswing too..
mood not soo happie..
dunnoe how to cool dwn too..
felt sadd n dwn mayb..
all tis onli for mii to noe n for u guys to find out..
but ii hope noone find out..
tis tinks doesn't concern other ppl..
soo if sumone happen to cum view mui blog.. (u noe who ii'm tokin abt..)
dunn misunderstand..
its not derhs tink u told mii upset mii..
in case u misunderstood..
hais..
soo boring..
dear dear went back to slp..
hmmm..
cant update pic yet..
cos cant find his lappy bluetooth too..
shall update pic when dear dear ish awake or wat..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hmm..
mit ss on wed our first outing after met st james..
met at j8..
by rite wanna mit jiayi too but in derhs end she neva turn up..
denn acc ss went to hav lunch denn headed to coffee bean to catch a drink went to werk at 6.30..
denn mit him on fri again to watch the last house on the left..
dunn find tat show quite nice..
hai hao onli..
denn sat mit eos n edwin 9pm at tpy n head to take bus to st james..
before tat hav derhs chance to mit mui asshole sis shuzhen at meiyen dian..
soo happie..
soo long didnt get to c her..
denn took bus to st james mit ss n his classmate..
went in to plae till 4++am, tired n before tat kanna punch by a guy cos gt 2 grp of guy beside mii fightin..
denn ss send mii hm after tat..
denn todae woke up ard 1pm..
mit ss again n went vivo to buy mui god son's b'dae present..
bought a veri cute bear bear bag for him..
shop til 10 denn head hm..
lols..
tis few daes hav been mittin him..
n we hav a new record..
total of tym tat ss scold mii ish 19 tym..
goin to 20..
stil waitin..
currently 19 stalk of roses..
pic tat ii took wil be update soon..

Shall update soon..
Take care~

halo..
ii'm back again..
break for 5 daes..
soo far soo good..
it lyk make no diff..
ii dunnoe whether wil u still visit mui blog but ii dunn care..
hav went back era to werk..
ppl there stil treat mii warmli n good..
realli fun man werkin over there..
last 2 nite hav been tokin to shao shuai lao ah pek otp..
he soo quiet..
lols..
but he alwaes scold mii ben dan n etc..
angri lohs..
hurmp!
but hav tot of a puishment for him..
everytym he scold mii, he owe mii a stalk of roses!
lols..
sure recieve alot one..
cos jus 2 daes he hav scold mii 9 tyms..
which ish he oso owe mii 9stalk of roses for now..
lols..
todae gonna werk alone..
cuicui not cumin..
sob sob..
cos todae his dardar b'dae..
soo hav to celebrate wif him..
btw, happie 17th b'dae Francis..
ohya..
tell u wat shao shuai ish soo cute..
u noe wat he sae to mii?
he sae now giv mii coolin tym period til when derhs dae he fly off to china..
ii had to giv him a ans!
lao ah pek, lao ah pek!!!
lols..
but dunnoe how tinks wil end up..
cos ii'm not pretty..
lata around 4 hav to mit up jiayi acc her go amk..
denn head to werk..
as for tmr ii'm goin to mit lao ah pek in derhs noon perhaps..
denn evenin tym head to werk oso..
ii out of sudden miss st james loads sia..
ii wanna go tis week again!!!
lols..
tmr ish derhs first dae of 7th mnth..
mayb abit scare..
how abt u guys?
there a sentence tat ii wanna ask those gals..
A gals ambition ish to find a good husband n lead a good n happie life tgth..
soo do u gal agree to tis?

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hais..
everytink has cum to an end..
should ii be happie or?
ii dunnoe..
tat dae when we break ii wanted to cri soo much..
but ii hold back mui tears..
cos ii noe it's not worth it to cri for u..
we break on derhs 15 aug..
cos he lie again..
nonsense!!!
all his nonsense kip cumin..
ii'm not stupid lohs..
ii have been givin u to stop lyin n hidin mii frm mii..
but it's jus ur habit..
it's tym to be free..
sat went st james powerhse wif eos, edwin n zhenlong's frens..
zhenlong didnt go..
but his frens sign us in..
thanks issac!
denn jus went in n get to noe issac's frens chris..
he's a scary guy man!!!
EEE!!!!
first find excuses to take mui num, denn follow by kip taggin mii sia!!!
maciam ii'm his gf lyk tat..
cant hav fun..
he kip stick to mii denn ii kip stick to eos they all..
lols..
went dance floor..
start to dance..
denn notice gt a cute guy kip staring at mii..
soo ps..
in derhs end eos they all went to sabo mii sae ii wann his num..
he ask mii go over n tok..
ask mii whether ii wann his num iszit?
n tinks turn out to be he took mui num..
funnie..
eos kip sabo mii ask him to dance wif mii..
he walk over mui side took mui hand n bring mii to derhs dance floor..
his action damn cool larhs..
lols..
denn heard tat chris at derhs back kip starin at us lyk veri fierce..
he totalli crazi!!
tok to s.s(tat cute guy)..
he totalli make mii tink tat he's not local..
cos he dunn sound lyk one..
denn there gt p.k dance..
lols..
tat nite was fun!
ii wanna go again!!!!
went hm at 6plus..
stil gt loads mre to update but scare too long..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hais..
veri sian lehs..
nothin to do..
soo jus wanna blog again..
ytd slept quite earli cos veri tired n didnt hav a good slip tis few daes..
da sao came over mui hse ytd nite soo bo bian..
gt to slip in derhs livin room wif mui bro..
slept at sofa..
ytd finalli gt derhs chance to mit dear..
went his hse to wake him up..
denn headed to st andrew sec cos gt taiji..
but it's guy taiji but ii oso dunn care..
jus chap in onli..
waited for veri long..
denn in derhs end nothin turn up..
denn as plan headed to punggol marina to hav steamboat wif zhenlong..
reached..
but neva eat..
was too p.s to eat..
soo mii n dear dear went to aside n tok..
after all derhs tok denn jus came out wif an idea of coolin dwn period..
wat else cann ii sae?
as u wish ii told him..
denn went to take shutter bus back ti interchange..
in shutter bus ii jus cant hold back mui tears n it jus drop dwn..
after tat when ii sit back next to him, he sort of comfort mii..
n said:"it's jus a coolin dwn period.. y u cri? we'r oso not breakin up.."
ii dunnoe who derhs f*ck came out wif coolin dwn period tis type of logic one???!!!
denn derhs both of us headed dwn to buangkok to eat..
he stil giv in to mii to c wat ii wann to eat..
tat dae derhs both of us was veri quiet n didnt tok much..
hais..
we headed hm separately after tat..
when woke up tis mornin, saw 2 msg in mui fone ii was soo happie..
tot he msg mii..
but it was cuicui n zhenlong..
forget todae ish our coolin dwn period..
feel lyk contactin u but dunn dare..
jus wait for tmr..
saw u online but after u saw mii u log out again..
denn log in n out again..
tink u're at hm..
dunn wish to tok much either..
forget abt it..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

hais..
ii dunnoe y tis few weeks tinks jus turn out lyk wat ii tink again..
hmmm..
mayb jus a coolin dwn period tat u wann..
jus hope tat after all derhs coolin dwn period u'll be okaes again..
n everythin wil be smooth..
hais..
mayb tis ish all wat u wann n ii'm givin u now..
jus hope tat u'll jus kip ur promise towards mii..
ii dunnoe whether tis ish derhs rite wae to do but wat option do ii hav either?
tis ish wat ii learn tru our relationship..
wat's urs ish urs,
wat's not urs, wat u tri to do n stop it's oso no use..
wat cant force, cant be force..
jus leave it to derhs causes of it..
tat's y ii wun force anitink to take it's causes animore..
jus let nature take it's cause..
n thanks to those whose alwaes by mui side when ii'm dwn..
lyk cuilian, desmond, zhenlong n steven..
thanks to u guys alot..
ii'm feelin much better now..
thanks for helpin mii n be mui listenin ear..
=)
we shall c again tmr..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~

halo peeps..
long tym no blog liao..
now at bugis lanshop..
hais..
soo boring lohs..
dear dear now mittin client denn ii over here waitin for him..
tell u guys wat..
ii lost mui jet fone sia..
ii jus bought n use it for a week denn lost..
hen xin tong lohs..
dear dear sae todae wanna buy for mii again denn we c how lohs..
hais..
denn oso one more tink..
ppl n esp gals wif bf out there mus b careful of a gal name carol okaes?
she damn bitch n slut..
she anihow go around fuck wif guys denn now pregnant, denn anihow wanna find a guy to be derhs baby daddie..
mui bf ish one of derhs victim..
ii lookin for her now..
soo if ppl if u noe her n wher ish she let mii noe..
her name ish carol..
tis year ish either 18 or 19..
staein n hangin at amk..
pregnant for 4 mnth alreadi..
soo ppl if noe where ish she pls inform mii..
thanks..

Shall update soon..
Take care ppl~