last day of work

today is my last day of work at far east already.
finally.
don't have to work under china ppl already.
but sian have to look for new job.
intend to look for a cashier job.
won't have to worry this and that whether will have business or not.
Zzz
tmr will be my first appt to kk to have a check up for the baby.
have to wake up early.
but hope will be smooth too.
tmr will be my first scanning.
really wonder how big is the baby already.
and if ii could know the gender tmr that will be the best.
boy or gal?
but make no different to me.
cause no baised!
will treat my child the same but still won't make the baby into ill-bred.
but somehow hope it's a boy so next time when he grow up can do anything.
don't need to worry much.
but gal also okay.
cause can dress her up pretty pretty.
but will be much more straight.
wahahas!

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~

Felt depressed!

seriously ii felt so damn fuck up and depressed.
why are ppl so inconsiderate?
at night can't rest early.
in the morning can't slp till late.
it's been almost a month my life is in this way.
halo!!!
ii'm fucking working.
and ii'm pregnant.
not as if ii'm doing nothing.
pregnant lady need more rest for the big one and the small one in the stomach.
sometime ii can rest peacefully.
but most of the time ii'm been awake by ppl's screaming, yelling and talking loudly.
everytime when ii grumble to you about this thing, you keep telling me how long more to tahan.
from tpy till now you always say the fucking same thing.
tpy ii tahan okay.
but now????!!!!
can you put yourself in my fucking shoes???!!!
you get use to this kind of life but ii aren't.
ii fucking aren't.
at night have to wait till off light liao around 1, 2plus then can slp.
morning haven't rest enough jiu give your family member disturb wake up.
ii don't wish one day ii really had to fucking flare my angers towards them.
those minor anger they had seen is nothing.
so they better not grumble to my mum.
when one day ii really flare my fucking temper.
don't say ii'm nasty or bad mouth me.
everyone have their fucking limit.
my limit is up.
it's gonna explode anytime!
_l_

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Boring

Am at work now.
so boring!
my day just pass in this way.
now working is kind of slack.
but.
Zzz
just now happen something.
tio caught by boss that got customer ii never serve. just sit at a corner and serve customer.
scare scare.
later kanna sack...
Zzz
now have to support this small one so cannot say don't have work.
hais.
jia lat!
cause of this small one got tied down.
cannot go drinking session tonight and oversea.
have to suffer for 10mnths.
sometime bibi's mum say things till very overboard.
very angry but ii can't say anything.
wish to faster move out due to not much space to slp.
everynight have to squeeze and climb up and down.
soon the baby will drop out in this case and who the hell will pay the consequences????!!!!
the more ii mention, the more angry ii am!
ARGHS!!!!!
forget it!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hais.

this month really is a tiring and happy month for me.
tot of preparing for bibi's b'day.
but now everything have to delay already.
due to cause ii'm pregnant.
having a baby is real xin ku than ii tot.
now keep feel like vomiting.
and can't slp well at night and can't wake up in the morning for work.
hais.
tot of giving up but everything now is too rush.
need alot of cash to prepare for a simple wedding first.
tot of just ROM first then wait till give birth lerhs then do the chinese traditional wedding.
having conflict with mum.
cause our thinking for marriage is diff.
so ya.
abit diff to do things now.
so stress and xin ku.
but felt that finally have my own baby is a bliss.
and ii have this type of bf to dote me so much is really very xing fu!
so ii should be happy!
wahahas!
ii love my bibi and baby now!

Shall update soon!
Take care ppl~