Disappointment!

Some time ii seriously wonder.
Wonder do you even understand me and know what ii want or not.
ii don't think so.
Every time when ii see my fren getting propose ii will hint you.
But you always think that what ii meant was the gift or present they received.
But ii'm so sorry.
That's not what ii mean.
What ii want is a propose from you.
With or without things ii don't mind.
At least you propose to me.
What ii want is not the money that counts but the thoughts that count.
Do you even know?
What ii want is just you opening your mouth and propose.
You say you understand this and that but till the very last thing you still say that also need a ring to propose to me.
ii don't need a ring, ii don't need a present.
ii just need those words.
You really hurt me deeply when ii say ii hate you and you ask me why? Isit because that you don't have the money to buy me those things?
Get your mind right!
If ii'm those money minded kind of person ii won't even choose you in the first place.
When most of the ppl disagree.
ii won't even settle down with you and give birth to a son and been tied down.
Unable to go to the places ii want to go.
Do the things ii want to do.
ii really wonder are we even compatible?
Are we?
ii'm really disappointed.
Thanks to you.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Photo of my little boy.

Photo of him since birth till now.
<3

Longed since updated.

Hi.
Sorry being long since ii update my blog.
Due to some prob ii aren't able to update my blog tru my lappy.
Since my last update till now my precious boy is already 7 mnth old.
He is indeed a mischievous one.
Seriously can't stand him.
He have already grow his 2 little teeth.
Since birth till now really had gone tru alot with him.
He really brought me alot of laughter and angriness.
When just give birth he is really adorable.
Just slp and wake up for milk punctually.
Slowly he know how to smile and move his hand and leg.
Then start to be talkative.
Keep talking his baby language non stop.
Next he start to walk in his little walker.
Slowly enjoy and walking around.
Next he learn to flip over.
Now everything he is on hand.
And start to be very naughty.
Seeking attention and playing around.
Pulling everything he could see and put in his mouth.
Oh my.
Previously just had a great fall from the bed.
And had one big baluku on his head.
Due to his flipping and turning on the bed.
ii start worrying.
Everytime he grow up he turn more and more active and naughty.
ii can't imagine the future.
Zzz
But due to his action, he really bring alot of laughter to the family.
Alot of ppl dote him much.
Even my mum.
Sometime it do make me jealous.
Hahas.
Cause my mum use to dote me alot till he was out in this world.
Seeing him growing up day by day and mnth by mnth ii really felt very xin wei.
Even though ii have been tied down by him but ii'm fine with it.
He is really very impt to me.
No one and ii mean no one can replace him.
Some time looking at him make my tears roll down.
Everything ii have been tru is worth it.
Really love him alot.
Son, if one day after you grow up and this blog here still exit, pls take note that mummy really love you alot and pls be a good boy alright?

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

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