the word FOREVER!

ytd went to vivo and watch how to train a dragon 3d with bibi.
this movie was nice, funny and some part are touching.
lols.
actually nothing much to blog about.
but wanted to say.
few of my ex told me they love me FOREVER.
whereas they aren't that kind of guy who will believe in forever love kind.
and we never last forever.
and you're one also.
when we haven't started our r/s you once say that you are that kind of person who is same as me who won't believe in forever love.
but when the first time you told me you love me forever, my eyes was open big big and blink blink and tot ii heard it wrongly.
was shock about it.
ytd night you say it again.
and repeat it loud and clear.
you say you won't let me go no matter what.
unless ii'm the one who don't want you.
ii really hope this time is for real.
that you will love me FOREVER!
and not those words that coax me.
ii wanna last long this time and maybe as what you say FOREVER.
lols.
thanks for all this bibi.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

ii want my satio!!!

ii want my satio!!!
ii want faster get pay and done finish with all my things and get my SATIO!!!!
my b'day is just a mnth plus away but ii have still no idea of how to celebrate.
Zzz
how how how???!!!
head big big liao.
and even when ii get my pay ii still have to do loads of things.
think gonna be another empty celebration this year.
hais.
working later.
thanks bibi and hannah dear for coming to my pub and support me ytd and give me this type surprise.
really appreciate.
so happy to see you people.
cheers!!!

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

had a great fun!

it's been a few days since ii have updated this blog.
tues, wed, thurs and fri off.
had a great time out with bibi.
tues met him at bishan wanted to eat yoshinoya one but in the end had kim shan lin.
had my fried oyster and sting ray.
wohoo!!!
after that went shop and save bought loads of thing back home.
and bibi stay overnight and acc me till morning 5plus and home.
wed by right wanna go ph one but in the end didn't manage too.
but had a sweet night with bibi.
spent a night with him and woke up in the noon out to had fun as bibi off on thurs and its our day to tmm.
our first stop was m.s.
ate alot of thing at
then train down to far east to buy my high heels and eyelash.
after buying things cab down to meet my mum to drink tonic soup.
thanks mum for the soup.
it helps alot.
=)
then home to drop my things.
and head out to have our dinner and etc.
fri after bibi know off.
he came to fetch me and we cab down to bishan for prawning.
even though our catch wasn't that good but we still did enjoy ourselve with the bbq-ing and etc.
packet mac and went to our 2nd home and rest.
ytd start work again.
had a damn high night working.
was drunk but still manage to work.
went ph after work.
for awhile.
bibi reach, we head to dragonfly first and saw his sis coincidentally.
his sis and frens were drunk too.
lols.
had a great talk with them and she even call me da sao!
ii was like wtf?!!! make me sound so old.
lols.
and they make a guess for my age.
cause of bibi's age they make me sound old too.
Zzz
is that a good or bad thing,
thanks to him man.
=.=
after went in to ph not long to collect my thing and sent bibi home first then head home.
after all the doing ii straight k.o on bed.
was beat and drunk.
aww~
back to drinking again.
hope tues or mon night faster come so that can go tmm with bibi again and can go east coast watch sun rise.
lols.
sweet sweet~
thanks bibi for all this thing.
had a great fun out with you.
really enjoy alot.
you're been love.
<3
took loads of pic but couldn't upload.
shall try loads of way to upload.
shall upload those pic soon.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

awaiting for tonight!!!

this 3 days off.
hais.
awaiting for tonight.
if my dear is going ph with me then ii shall go.
if not don't know should join who liao.
all don't go up podium derhs.
arbo jiu shi go guy podium.
hmmm.
then thurs meeting mum.
since a week plus never saw her liao.
only hear her voice.
miss her loads loads.
tonight if not going ph then ii should be meeting bibi liao lerhs.
=)
have been a week spend a day tmm with him liao.
earlier on was browsing tru my msg and saw this msg from bibi.

Like e stars in e sky...
I'm looking 4 u...
in e depths of my soul,
I will live and breath 4 u...
sadness dwell inside u, you haf nothing to fear,
4 i am next 2 u...
I can feel your sadness...
Let mi be sad 4 u,
So u will feel lub once again...
worry not abt life,
Let mi worry for u...
So u shld always lub life 4 it's a part of u...
I'll be thr whn u fall,
To catch u n say I LOVE YOU...

sweet bibi.
silly him too.
he really done alot for me and make me touch.
hahas.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

miss those day!

tired day

working this few days.
tired.
has the ability to manage alone.
have quite a great fun.
hehe,
customer are disturbance but fun.
frenly too.
colleague are fun going too.
wahahas.
sometime ii do go out with one of my bar colleague name david.
not bad.
he treat me quite well.
quite fun too.
sometime he keep making me drunk too.
Zzz
nb.
but whatever guys around me ii still will choose my bibi.
hehe.
the way he treat me real good like no guys can compare with.
the way ii love you is like how ii won't fall for other guys too.
this time this relationship ii'm gonna clinch on to it and ii will never let it go.
no matter what happen.
no.
ii won't!!!
hoping for thurs.
so excited to faster meet up with bibi.
and have a great day with him.
tot of one of the plan is to go eat yoshinoya.
since bibi like to eat beef so much.
wahahas.
can't wait, can't wait.
excited!!!
now too tired liao.
wanna upload pic to blog but can't.
=(
forget it.
still got chance derhs.
gonna slp now.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

*[(2oo31o)]*

really appreciate everything today.
working for 2 days already.
was very busy.
know alot of fun loving customer and colleague.
they might be disturbance but really fun and crazy too.
boss treat me well too.
wahahas,
time passes there damn fast.
unlike other jobs that ii work before.
even though have to keep drinking but still have a lot of fun.
have a great surprise from 2 of my loves one.
1 is my beebee.
and the other one is his bro.
turn up outside my pub last min to show me faces.
hahas.
bee.
thanks for everything you had done for me even before we're tgth.
everything just started in this way.
as what ii told you and you told me.
ii hope you're really my last and only one already and hope the same goes for you.
ii hope you will not be like the others who hurt me badly.
what ii want from you is very simple.
love, dote, care, pampered, faithful and etc.
ii don't care abt your past and ii know you won't either.
as what you have told me.
everyone have their past.
what matters is the present and the future,
ii really hope you could be in my life to acc me as long as you could.
ii won't say forever is cause you and me believe that there's no forever love.
so ii just hope for the best.
=)

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

我记得当我们第一次见面时，我对你的影像不大好。
连话都没说。
第二次在nana见到你。
我们开始讲话和说笑。
对你的影像勉勉强强。
慢慢，时间一天一天的过去。
慢慢的了解你。
觉得你蛮不错的。
还记得在nana的那晚。
刚好有人唱男人女人这首歌。
我跟着唱。
你却对我说你不是一个好男人。
当时我也这样认为。
谁知慢慢的了解你后。
你并不坏。
你对我的好，我的关心和体贴让我心动。
我不要求多。
只要你对我的好一直为序下去。
曾经跟我说过他不是个好男人的坏男人，竟然会变成最疼我的好男人。
情爱的。
我很感动。
谢谢你为我做的一切。

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

Looking forward for tmr!

last week schedule.
mon-movie, drunk.
tue-rest.
wed-club, drunk.
thurs-slack, tipsy.
fri-movie, drunk.
sat-movie, tipsy.
lols.
keep drink, drank, drunk.
Zzz
sun went to henderson wave with co.
can't mention names.
hahas.
first time walk up on foot and slack there for so long.
have a long chit chat.
had a sweet time there too.
tmr wed.
but ii giving it a miss for ladies night.
going to east coast chill instead.
hahas.
going tmm.
lols.
excited for tmr.
warching jack neo's news now.
find people nowadays are so fake.
the wife, ii don't know should pity her or what.
is fake or really da fang?
cause her mistress is not 1, not 2 or 3 is 10 over.
wtf?!!!
is really too much.
1 or 2 maybe can forgive but 10 over.
really too overboard!!!
for me 1 ii can't even take it.
and those mistress are really attention-seeker.
trying to get famous in this way.
trying to sabotage people.
hais.
really disappointed.
像人所说的。
为什么要等到做了或失去只后才后悔?
为什么不要三思而后行?
现在才知道错了。
有什么用？
应该想了再做。
到时你这样做了，谁还会同情你?
really got nothing to say.
hais.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

had might a great night ytd at ph.
quite moodless.
drink alot but only high lucky never hangover.
till now haven't slp.
ytd evening went to meet mummy.
so long never see her liao.
she talk alot to me.
hug a few time.
been yrs since think pri school never hug her liao.
the mummy warm and love now then ii know.
really miss her.
the way she really want me to move back when we have our own house.
when we going to part, her tears holding at her eyes there.
the way ii see.
it really hurts.
my tears just can't hold back.
it just start to roll down my cheeks.
really upset.
ii felt a failure.
can't do my part as a good daughter as she dote me the best.
today don't know wake up wanna do what lehs.
tired and drowsy now.
gonna slp soon liao.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

so boring.
by right today going out derhs.
but in the end wake up late.
and lazy go out so never go liao.
slack and nua at home.
and trying to recover from my cough.
wahahas.
think eating med and slp again.
really tired.
Zzz
tmr meeting melvin in the noon watch happy go lucky.
wahahas.
then at night ph again.
if the pub never call me and go work then ii should go ph already.
miss the fun.
wahahas.
but tmr will be a fun night like ytd.
=)

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

pic night out at ph!!!

outing day!!!

lols.
ytd went to watch jack neo's movie at cinnie name human.
that show damn funny but abit complicated.
wanna catch next is happy go lucky.
=)
end movie abt 9 then slack arcade till 10plus went nana.
at first cannot go in after ii had went in for so many times.
Zzz
stupid bouncer.
then in the end melvin negotiate till we can go in.
go there at first open a bottle of martell then share with wesley lambo and in the end another martell.
total 7ppl share 2 bottle martell.
and ii'm still sober.
omfg!!!
improve liao.
wahahas.
had quite a great fun there.
but something happen.
unhappy things which ii don't wish to mention.
Zzz
but still thanks to that bunch of people who keep my night entertaining.
after nana, we sat outside nana.
my ic drop into drain.
=.=
but thanks to 2 hunks that help me take back.
you should know who you are.
=)
really thanks alot.
if not ii don't know what to do.
went interview in noon at boat quay.
but only serene babe get call and start work today.
wish her all the best.
but once ii start work ii got to quit club cause only can off on sun.
but cause of $$$ ii don't mind.
and my b'day coming up.
don't know want open chalet or celebrate at ph.
sob sob.
some more still haven't work and save cash!!!
now still staying outside.
expenses alot.
sian!
Zzz
really have to look for jobs already.
giving that pub till thurs to call.
if still no news, gonna search for new job already.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~

hmmm.
ytd went ph.
quite no mood.
don't know why.
hahas.
but was having dun disturbing someone.
around 4plus went down to nana.
so boring without my frens around.
lonely and quiet.
spend a cig price cab-ing down to nana just to eat bk noodle.
but nb.
when reach there close liao.
then bo bian have to eat mac.
watch soccer there with melvin.
won a bet betting with him.
wahahas.
reach home around 6plus.
woke serene babe up to open door for me.
wahahas.
then jonathan came to babe's house to loo for us.
chat awhile then orhs orhs tgth.
woke up around 9plus and notice babe aren't around anymore.
prepare and went to have dinner with jon.
fun talking with him.
laughing tru out the meal.
what's the most spoil mood is my cough.
idiot and irritating sia.
slping soon.
tmr movie session out with melvin.
then nana after that with wesley, serene, nathson, jun jie and melvin.
tmr gonna be a tiring day.
tatas~
gonna orhs orhs soon and hang over this lappy to babe liao.

Shall update soon.
Take care ppl~